I will never leave u nor forsake u!
What a tremendous unmeasurable loss that of loosing a childand 2
violence.I did loose my brother in 2004 2 a terrible death also.I my
self as well as my siblings were phycically and mentally abused by
our own father for many years he still alive. I hated him with such
passion.I wanted him 2 suffer all what he made us suffer.But then
in 2004the same year my brother was killed I met my husband's
stepmom.What I learned from her was so valuable I started 2
look to listen to read everything I could about our Lord.I also
learned that is only through forgivness that we set ourselves free.
You feel such lightness when u can c the object of ur hatred with
forgivness I know how do a stranger dare to tell u something
like this? Meibe because ur loved ones r afraid 2 tell u that u r
consuming urself. Mathew so wants 2 c u up in Heaven but u
must forgive that who caused u all this pain.I did not happened on
this site by accident I will pray 4 ur heart 2 forgiveI did it and I
can say my life has changed 180 degrees.I look at my father now
all alone I even talked 2 him about God and he cursed me out.
I feel pity 4 him. The monster that killed ur son will meet his maker
and He is the only one who will pass judgment and it will b final.
Mathew is at rest he got his wings early he is a joy to the Lord
Please make sure u can join him.God is good and forgiving let the
hatred go. B free!!!Try to b a blessing 2 as many people as u can
and make ur life count.My condolences and love 2 u and 2 the rest
of ur family. Close